Friday, April 17, 2009
DNT HATE THE ROBOT...HATE THE GAME lmao
soooo being the ridiculously silly person that i am, i was, as usual, bored at windward one day and while my friend ricky, aka my lover, was doing my spanish hw (hahah) we came up with this super sexual but hella funny thing and long story short...ROBOTS RULE THE WORLD!! or at least ur sexual life hahah... mooost people dnt get it but, u needa b on that robot level buddy... one day, me and ricky r gonna rule the world with Robot Enterprises hahahahehehehe :P
fashion
OK I REALIZE THE PIX R SMALL, THEY'RE FROM MY CELL PHONE AND I REALIZE IT'S IN PENCIL SO U PROBABLY CAN'T REALLY SEE IT LOL AND IT'LL LOOK BETTER IN PERSON BUT WORK WITH ME HERE LOL... oh! and keep in mind im no artist lol, i suck at drawing :)
values in a relationship....
i actually want to get a tattoo of these words, but in arabic :) because they mean the most to me.
they words are: Love, Honesty, Faith, Respect.
I want someone who loves me back geniunely, who is honest and upfront with me like i always am, have faith in the relationship and not let one bad thing overrule all the good, and have respect for my wants and wishes...for me, aka my body and mind.
ha! the funny thing is...i dont think too many guys are able to share those values these days, at least not the ones that i've ever "been with". buuut maybe that's my amazing luck in finding good people (sarcasm), hmm---
wutever
they words are: Love, Honesty, Faith, Respect.
I want someone who loves me back geniunely, who is honest and upfront with me like i always am, have faith in the relationship and not let one bad thing overrule all the good, and have respect for my wants and wishes...for me, aka my body and mind.
ha! the funny thing is...i dont think too many guys are able to share those values these days, at least not the ones that i've ever "been with". buuut maybe that's my amazing luck in finding good people (sarcasm), hmm---
wutever
college
2 words.... IM TERRIFIED!!!
soooo ive apparently super messed up like hmmm...all of high school. somehow i went from always having 3.7+ GPAs to barely keepin a solid 3.2, ugh! fml lol. and everything is sooo copetitive now, especially with this financial crisis and schools cutting back on admissions...perfect time for us to be going to college right?
but it's like now, people treat community colleges as if they are the social suicide of our generation. "omg why would you go there?!" then you get the "wow, they must be stupid"-type stuff. but when you think about it, going to community college kiiinda makes sense. Like ok, you go to SMC for 2 years...pretty decent community college...and then you transfer to saaay USC or any top school you'd like. First off, it's easier to transfer than compete with the whole nation to get into a select like 10 "top" schools. Second, you save a loooooooot of money. And when you graduate, your degree is gonna b from the "top" university that you graduated from....
Next....why are there like four schools that every kid is trying to get into? It's a reach to say NYU, Harvard, Yale, Columbia, etc....but why does everyone like need to get into UCLA, USC, or UC Berkeley...????? Get a friggin college book form the library and look at other schools that are just as good but not as "well-known", i guess you can say. Like as if going to college is frustrating enough...SAT and ACT scores, GPA's, extra curricular, and on top of that everyone wants to go to the same pleace. Makes me stressed out jsut thinkin about it.
Well I have about another year and 2 mnths of school before I have to receive my rejection and acceptance letters..... (-_-)
soooo ive apparently super messed up like hmmm...all of high school. somehow i went from always having 3.7+ GPAs to barely keepin a solid 3.2, ugh! fml lol. and everything is sooo copetitive now, especially with this financial crisis and schools cutting back on admissions...perfect time for us to be going to college right?
but it's like now, people treat community colleges as if they are the social suicide of our generation. "omg why would you go there?!" then you get the "wow, they must be stupid"-type stuff. but when you think about it, going to community college kiiinda makes sense. Like ok, you go to SMC for 2 years...pretty decent community college...and then you transfer to saaay USC or any top school you'd like. First off, it's easier to transfer than compete with the whole nation to get into a select like 10 "top" schools. Second, you save a loooooooot of money. And when you graduate, your degree is gonna b from the "top" university that you graduated from....
Next....why are there like four schools that every kid is trying to get into? It's a reach to say NYU, Harvard, Yale, Columbia, etc....but why does everyone like need to get into UCLA, USC, or UC Berkeley...????? Get a friggin college book form the library and look at other schools that are just as good but not as "well-known", i guess you can say. Like as if going to college is frustrating enough...SAT and ACT scores, GPA's, extra curricular, and on top of that everyone wants to go to the same pleace. Makes me stressed out jsut thinkin about it.
Well I have about another year and 2 mnths of school before I have to receive my rejection and acceptance letters..... (-_-)
Monday, April 13, 2009
FRIENDS
friends...
how do u define a friend?? and when do u cross the line between a friend, friend with benefits, and "more than friends"...???
to me... i'd consider a friend someone you can go to for anything, who cares about your feelings and your needs, who listens to you. Yeah, sometimes you may get into arguments and whatnot, but your friendship is more important and you can work everything out. a friend... is like your unofficial "partner," and to keep the relationship together, you BOTH have to work at it. One person just can't be there for the ride. A friend is honest, whether it be their opinion when you ask them "how do I look in this," or when you ask them, "does he/she love me back?" Among other things, thats what I consider a friend to be.
a friend with benefits...is a relationship with the simple foundation of sex. that's it. You talk to each other because you have a sexual relationship, you hang out with each other, probably only to have sex...sex sex sex! thats a friend with beenfits. Oh! and they MIGHT be there for you, but you can't always count on them. One day, your partner can just say, "i'm done...not interested." and be gone. You don't actually HAVE to have a connection, a bond, a friendship, nothing at all.
"more than friends" is, i guess, boyfriend and girlfriend. This is a commitment to each other. When you are someone's boyfriend or girlfriend, THAT'S IT! it's ONLY about you two. So is it fair for a girl to be someone's girlfriend when he has another girl on the side that he's saying sweet things to and giving her promises of them being together...? are you reaaallly his girlfriend? When you are "more than friends," your foundation is the friendship. Your partner is someone that wants to be around you for you (ur mind, your conversations, your smile, your company, etc.)
my new questions are:
what happens when you begin to blur the lines between friends, friends with benefits, and "more than friends"??
what happens when one person is fed sooo many lies and promises and begins to love the other person and the liar breaks the heart??
and to that, i still cant figure out the answer....
how do u define a friend?? and when do u cross the line between a friend, friend with benefits, and "more than friends"...???
to me... i'd consider a friend someone you can go to for anything, who cares about your feelings and your needs, who listens to you. Yeah, sometimes you may get into arguments and whatnot, but your friendship is more important and you can work everything out. a friend... is like your unofficial "partner," and to keep the relationship together, you BOTH have to work at it. One person just can't be there for the ride. A friend is honest, whether it be their opinion when you ask them "how do I look in this," or when you ask them, "does he/she love me back?" Among other things, thats what I consider a friend to be.
a friend with benefits...is a relationship with the simple foundation of sex. that's it. You talk to each other because you have a sexual relationship, you hang out with each other, probably only to have sex...sex sex sex! thats a friend with beenfits. Oh! and they MIGHT be there for you, but you can't always count on them. One day, your partner can just say, "i'm done...not interested." and be gone. You don't actually HAVE to have a connection, a bond, a friendship, nothing at all.
"more than friends" is, i guess, boyfriend and girlfriend. This is a commitment to each other. When you are someone's boyfriend or girlfriend, THAT'S IT! it's ONLY about you two. So is it fair for a girl to be someone's girlfriend when he has another girl on the side that he's saying sweet things to and giving her promises of them being together...? are you reaaallly his girlfriend? When you are "more than friends," your foundation is the friendship. Your partner is someone that wants to be around you for you (ur mind, your conversations, your smile, your company, etc.)
my new questions are:
what happens when you begin to blur the lines between friends, friends with benefits, and "more than friends"??
what happens when one person is fed sooo many lies and promises and begins to love the other person and the liar breaks the heart??
and to that, i still cant figure out the answer....
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